ok so i guess i need 2 posts....

alright so today i got all my housing information and it sort of it me, life is coming at us...fast. i have until this point been nothing but excited for college but now that its nearing the end of the race and its reality is becoming more tangible, that i am, in fact, becoming quite scared. its hard to know if youre making the right decisions when they are such life-altering and big decisions. its hard to really know what you want when you dont really even know yourself. its hard to pick out a life for yourself when until now all my goals about life change as frequently as my outfits or my hair color. what if u pick the wrong school? or the wrong major? or what if i study something i later hate and im stuck with it? grrr i dont know, i guess i need to trust in myself and my decisions and hope that the time between now and the time i leave is a expansive, maturing and growing experiance that will settle my nerves and answer my questions.